love and stuff

First off, i'd just like to say im terribly sorry for what a horribble, horrible blogger i am. I never have time to sit and meritouriously think about what im writing. It takes precious time and i dont always have that. For instance... I've procastinated to the point where as soon i got home from school yesterday, sat down on the computer and searched thoroughly through every site possible on Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Im not gonna lie i learned quite alot but sittin and starin at a computer screen for, i dont know a good 4 and a 1/2 hours can NOT be good for you. nope nope nope. And by the time i was all finished, my head was pounding and i was ready to crash. But NOPE(!) guess what, i still had my spanish workbook to do and on top of that i needed to take a shower, get ready for bed and get my outfit picked out for tomorrow.


Your probably thinking, wow this girl is weird... she picks out her outfit everynight before she goes to bed? Is she really that un-timely? The answer is yes! I am so un-timely that even waking up at 6:30, giving me about an hour and 1/2 to get ready, i still dont get to school on time and if i do im cuttin it pretty dang close. I have had my fair share of fashion crisis's therfor i decided i'd just make it all easier and plan ahead. Though Im not much of a plann-er ahead-er kinda person. But i do most of time, manage to get everything set and ready for the mornin.


Well needless to say, all of what i've blabbed on about so far is not at all what i was planning on writing. I just kinda got into the story and couldnt hold back. My apologies.


so here we go....
(this must be said in a kinda,  black preacher(ish) voice)
This is for all you the broken hearted ladies out there. Left without a soul mate, like a lone cowboy in the desert. There aint no need to dwell on whats already gone, its time think of whats ahead and thats why im
 here to tell you, Isssss all good, and it aint no thang! We've all been there many times before, its not the first or the last but for now you just gotta live it up while you can. Have youself a good 'ol time and forget about those who are wastin your time. Can i get a hallelujah!? AAAMEN.

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"To me fearless is not the absence of fear. it's not being completely unafraid. to me, fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again..even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. it's fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them. i think it's fearless to fall for your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. and when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say "you're NOT sorry," and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright..that's fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories and happily ever after. love is fearless."


                       Tomorrow's a new day, with new beginnings...

Its gonna be a good day!